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[Dec. 18th, 2006|02:44 am] |
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| | pissed off | ] | just when i didnt think my lj account was active.boy i haven't updated here as i've been loyal to x.wont name it for legal purposes..
2006 is coming to a close.the year itself has been crazy altho i totally feel like it wasn't all that.i got a new b/f however bt im majorly pissed off with him so i won't be all lovey dovey and say what a good dude he is coz all men suck..cnt get anything right.
anywhos i got alot on my plate, ill be having so a crappy holiday finishing all my coursework.im such a last minute person.
i wonder what and who gonna be around on new years????think quick..3 weeks away goes so fast
so im gonna spring a surprise on my clueless b/f on a city break the first week we go back.i sooo need to get away.plus i wanna declare how i feel...
we've moved to the next level of our relationship i thinks! |
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[May. 28th, 2006|04:38 pm] |
woohoo,ok yeah i haven't updated here as often but only coz i have another blog.but anywhos wats been new?well another year has gone for uni,been to a couple of parties and now trying to chill, oh and find another job as per usual.wish they could come easily.pahhhh humbug lol.
summer is here.im reminising of last summer's events.hope this year could be as good.catch up with a few old faces.
gotta go church later... |
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[Mar. 11th, 2006|02:30 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | crappy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Alicia Keys - U don't know my name | ] | stole this off Rash, coz like im bored out of hell and everything seems so gay nowadays.
A - Available?:yes i am but not bothered looking at the mo altough if the right guy comes then yippee A - Age: 22 A - Annoyance: thoses who don't tell u wat they really think then get away with it
B - Best Friends?: manky =), J B - Bar: uni bar, its the best...drinks are cheap B - Birthday?: November 8th
C - Crush: well sort of but not major one... C - Car: a peogeot 106 but cant drive it ffs coz no insurance C - Cat: i love them straight up,cant wait to get one
D - Dead Pets Name: none D - Dad's Name: Cesar D - Dog: None
E - Easiest person to talk to: Manky,Rash,Abbey,Ed,Simz,Vishal,Anna,Jams,Jon,George E - Eggs: in my noodles =) E - Email: charito_jc83@hotmail.com
F - Favourite Colors: purple F - Food: arab/jap food F - Foreign Slang: puntakina =)
G - Gummy Bears or Worms: gummy bears G - God: i love him G - Good Time: last year!!!
H - Hair Color: dark brown with blonde tinted hightlights H - Height: 5"2 H - Happy: not entirely
I - Ice Cream: cookies and cream I - Instrument: my voice I - Idol: God
J - Jewelery: none J - Job: none J - Joke: Errrrr.....anything that makes me laugh
L - Longest Car Ride: none L - Laughing: i love giggling L - Last person you spoke to on the phone: Manky =)
M - Milk Flavor: vanilla M - Mother's Name: Betty M - Movie Last Watched: The Juror
N - Number of Siblings: 1 bro N - Northern or Southern: Southern N - Name: Charito Joy Canonizado
O - ONE WISH? to be fully content O - One Phobia? lonliness O - Ogle: wtf?
P - Parents: weirdos lol..but i love them P - Part of your appearance that you like best: legs P - Part of your Personality you like best: being sweet ;) and caring for u
Q - Quote: dumbass!!!!!!!!!!! Q - Question from the last person: "Will You be online later?" Q - Question for the next person: "when will i c u?"
R - Reason to smile: because someone gets me R - Reality TV Show: none R - Right or Left: Right
S - Song Last Heard: Alicia Keys - A woman's worth S - Season: Summer S - Sex(gender): female
T - Time you woke up: 17:30pm T - Time Now: 02:41am T - Time for bed: dunno, dont have to go sleep..
U - Unknown Fact about me: im not a virgin lol U - Unicorns?: i want one U - U ......?: are beautiful
V - Vegetable you hate: pickle V - Vegetable you love: tomatoes,spinish,roket V - View on Politics: dumbasssssses
W- Worst Habits: saying ur a dumbass or smaking u when u said an impure comment W- What do you wanna be when you grow up: ave loads of babies W- Where are you traveling to next?: probably kingston...
X - X-Rays: I would like to be X-Rayed X - X-Rated Porn: when someone sends me some!! X - XZIBIT: XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
Y - Year you were born: 1983 Y - Year it is now: 2006 Y - Yellow: chinese
Z - Zoo Animal: monkey Z - Zodiac: Scorpio Z - ZZZZZ: nice and comfy =) |
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[Feb. 22nd, 2006|10:51 pm] |
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| | good | ] | met up with my fili lot. we catched up in starbucks, when arwyn and ed were telling us of their trip to Paris last week and what they got up to. apparently alot of "bukla" shaningans went on lol. them 2 seem to attract that sort. afterwards, we went to Pizza Hut for buffet even though i wasn't that hungry. Ed thought it be funny to text me as if someone was stalking me. i knew it was him in the end. we then went to Sports bar to play pool and smoke some shisha. then watched a film...
till next fili weds.... |
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[Jan. 1st, 2006|10:09 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | satisfied | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Bobby Valentino - I'll Forgive You | ] | the new year was a blast, i couldn't put it better myself, although i wouldn't had mind if anna and angie were around. oh well.
the night was too much, rash was too much, the houseparty was too much, seeing J just made my day especially in the beginning of the year. |
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[Dec. 22nd, 2005|11:14 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | giddy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Amerie - Touch | ] | J, u piece of shit..i can easily say that and still get away with it. this is why i love ya! |
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[Dec. 21st, 2005|10:04 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | rejuvenated | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Shika No Uta - Minmi | ] |

a lot of drunks, well the girls anyways!nice to see suz up to her ol tricks again! |
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[Dec. 18th, 2005|10:13 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | cranky | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Abba - Money,Money,Money | ] | this weekend was extremely an eventful one.
J entered my life and now i can't seem to get rid of him too easily.the whole weekend i saw him,didnt think after anna's houseparty i'd hear from him. can't he just wait?Lol..and i thought i wanted to wait a lil longer.worry not, im cooking for him next time.
we're not exactly 2gether but we act like a couple. i don't know what this is but i like how it is, despite where it will lead.
im thankful i have my friends around me.there are my priority instead of a relationship. i cannot bear to get hurt again.so i guess casual dating is what i have to put up with.
i never had a packed weekend for ages but it was worth it,the company and what i did within that time.i wish the new year was as good as this.
i got too much in my mind,i don't know what will happen but i will see how it end.
can't wait to start the placement, can't wait to see suz,(what time are we meeting woman????)
apparently we got mice at home eeeeeeeeeeeeeek |
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[Oct. 31st, 2005|01:07 am] |
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| | loved | ] | he's clever, he's rich, he's funny, he's helpful, he cooks bloody good dishes, he's kind, he's got style,we can talk for long duration,never runs out what to say,when he giggles it makes me smile...my ideal type of guy
but..
i don't have him! *sobs* |
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[Oct. 18th, 2005|07:55 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | bitchy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Franz Ferdinand - Take me out | ] | i got too many gaps this week. i guess it's a good thing. thinking of spending time with my mum tomorrow to go shopping. need new outfit for the hardhouse event this saturday.
i guess now i can sort out, what i always needed to sort out but i keep holding it back a few weeks lol. my slothy-ness is showing through!!
been seeing anna and the other housemates lately.been cool. i feel like its my new home lol but for free! fred is cooking korma tonight. my gosh!!can't wait!
still unsure whether im going to the school night event on thursday.
why is it even though u try to make some effort on people, they still don't seem pretty interested or just chat back just for the fun of it? i can't be bothered wasting my time if that was the case. i guess turning off is the only way i can show myself. i guess it's hard to get through to people whilst some just let u in like open arms. i just feel this complete negativeness..like i can't persue conversation coz they either just not bothered or just don't talk coz they are ignorant. oh well...
i'm quite glad that i got friends to turn to. i can be my stupid self. if they don't like it, then fine...shut the fuck up coz i don't need ur time |
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[Oct. 11th, 2005|08:13 pm] |
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| | touched | ] | felt like i was clogged up this morning but now feel much better due to me & anna having a talk lol..
hmph, i know my reasons why i smile. hopefully everything will be looking brighter |
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[Oct. 7th, 2005|12:29 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | weird | ] |
| [ | music |
| | How To Deal - Frankie J | ] | not much to say. hopefully will be going to my fresher's ball 2night but don't know how to get tickets. might need a trek to central just to get them. is there any point? stupid work...might just make an excuse & leave early =P |
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[Sep. 22nd, 2005|12:03 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | mellow | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Snoop Doggy Dogg ft Justin Timberlake - Signs | ] |
LJ Interests meme results
- anime:
samurai champloo because the characters can defientely kick ass. good storyline & the animation itself is beautiful & detailed! - collecting trainers:
i like the fact of collecting new trainers coz of the new styles & depending on what clothes goes with which. i don't mind what brand they are, as long as they look good. i favour my M.E collectable ones!too hip for old school =) - eating sushi:
omg, my love for sushi grew over the years. when in doubt i'm in a jap restaurent, what would u order, well the cali rolls of course! - going on holiday:
i like going to new places in the world. take in a little culture in all of them! i still want to go far east,america & more of europe. - gwen stefani:
one word, this lady is bananas!ever since i got her album, i couldn't stop listening to it esp tracks "harajuku girl". she's so funky, i love how she dresses, she's a talented singer. class! - hip hop:
well who wouldn't? it gets u dancing, too many great artist. been around for a long time. was nwa the guys who made a big impact on this particular scene or is that run dmc??? - japanese/filipino music:
good vibes, relaxing, far eastern. im attached to both sorts. but i can sing in filipino. my favourite artist is mika nakashima =) - making clothes/accessories:
will be doing this very very soon & present my own clothing brand! - origami:
the concept of making shapes out of paper is amusing & looks pretty cool - rock:
this sort of genre of music i can tolerate. i don't mind listening to it but mostly the alternative kind
Enter your LJ user name, and 10 interests will be selected from your interest list.
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[Sep. 21st, 2005|09:53 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | predatory | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Mariah Carey - My All | ] | gosh i haven't really been keeping up to date with LJ, oh welpz.
so uni is commencing soon, all i have to do is sort out what i'm doing for the year ahead. i know what's best for me!
it's freshers fair in uni. going to grab as much goodies & freebies, oh & join the society that my friend's are doing!
YET, another year. what will come of it i wonder? |
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[Sep. 14th, 2005|01:59 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | blank | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Jay-Z - I Just Wanna Love You | ] | i think its pointless going after him seeing we don't have much in common, but then i have to look at the other picture, would we ever be together, would he ever like me? well maybe not!?
i got to stop myself before i consumed more of theses feelings. i rather break a way free & just let each day slip pass enjoying the moment. i've met so many people this year alone, it amazes me that they picked me up especially during the heartache i felt when i was with my ex.
spoke to Laura just a few minutes ago. it's so good to hear from her seeing i haven't seen her since Barrio. i guess going back to university won't be as bad!? i will be a member of the society she will establish for fresher's next week.
my distant cousin is coming today with her husband. should be cool catching up with her. i like the fact when relatives visit. makes me closer to my homeland as nostalgic as it may sound. gosh this weekend will feel like the last weekend before boredom kicks in.
also i like to mention that i'm glad one of my friend's has managed to find happiness with her b/f. we all go through the strifes & strides only to reach the cream of the crop lol. she's a mad woman like me, i'm sure she can look after herself despite her past. |
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[Sep. 10th, 2005|03:03 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | sleepy | ] | nat's forcing me to update lol!
watched 40 year old virgin the other day with angie, Komal & her sis, Unser. the film woz hilarious & all but the storyline was expected.
went shopping & lunch earlier that day with sonic. was helping him style what he wanted to wear. then saw shane, he practically goes to trocz each week. his dancing just does it for me.
don't think i'll go clubbing today. i'm giving it a rest for a while. i can feel the strains, must be of old age!!
i really want to take up street dancing so so soon. been in the mood since going dancing each week.
2 weeks time & i'll very busy seeing uni is back! |
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[Aug. 26th, 2005|12:45 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | relieved | ] |
| [ | music |
| | B15 - Girls Like This | ] | my mum didn't have a go at me!!phew...... |
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[Aug. 25th, 2005|03:39 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | exhausted | ] |
| [ | music |
| | John Legend feat. Kanye West - Number One | ] | i pulled off the house party like a treat!!hmph, now just waiting for my mum to have a go at me.
we got back to mine. got introduced by a lot of new faces & some old ones i saw before. i started cooking whilst angie helped out. cooked some black bean stir fried noodle which i've attempted before but with normal noodles & some fried chicken. tried to see if everyone was ok & if the birthday boy was satisfied.
so us lot made our way towards central so that we could clubbing. we stopped over in a smelly smoky pub just for some quick drinks. was quite surprising that the whole night i haven't had a drink. we made our way towards Hombre's for some good night dancing but found out they were playing indie/rock music so wasn't our scene, so it was missions to find a club with preferbly r&b/hiphop music. i suggested to Ify to go NYT, was closed!!we tried Cafe de Paris, CC club, all closed. checked on Ruby Blue & it was open and was cheap entry. everyone went towards Ruby Blue but most ppl were underage or didn't have I.D on them. bah!!!so then afro somehow went across some black dude who said we could get into a club through a guestlist. after looking around we all went to Rococo.
oh man, so as the night went on, the dancing was more gradual. told one of the dj's to make a shoutout to Ify because of his birthday.bless him!!just realised that not everyone was in the club with us. oh well!!omg, rashid was just feeling the music in his veins, making all theses dance moves,grinding with me lol...bloody madness. met another friend of ify's called Phil. we then went to the other room which had old school garage, where me & Phil just laid down on the sofa's with their extra comfy cushions. danced for a little bit but was getting knackered.Ify kept checking up on us as if something was happening..poohead!!at one point, weirdly enough we bumped into Yemi who was the guy i heard in the singing comp which was 3 weeks ago. told him i wanted a copy of his song!!me & angie went off for a little while only to find out the others were watching rashid & some middle aged dude doing some freestyling dancing. was bloody funny. |
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[Aug. 23rd, 2005|01:56 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | aggravated | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Always On Time - Ja Rule ft. Ashanti | ] | i am in such an aggrevated mood right now. my parents aren't letting me have a bbq tomorrow for god's knows what reason? apparently my mum wants to be present whilst it happen. is it me or she just being too irrational?
this gives me more of a reason to get away.
when will they see beyond the fact that i'm trying my best to make myself happy when they throw it back in my face.
i don't care, i'm not going to let them ruin my day tomorrow. it's still on. i'm not even doing anything wrong nor have i given a reason to. |
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